Suicidal Sherlock

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Two Years As Your Interpreter by prettyvk, 42 k, explicit. Teenlock. Magical AU. Sherlock lives at a special school for the gifted, speaking in the mystic phrases as a Prophet. He’s blazed through several Interpreters before John is picked to work with him. John struggles to save the mad genius who is tortured by his parents’ death that he foretold, but could not stop.

Points of Light by pennypaperbrain, 15 k, explicit. Extremely kinky bdsm sex. Dark, yet compelling as always. John and Sherlock are both suicidal before they find succor in each other.

The Death and Resurrection of Sherlock Holmes by aceofhearts61, 4 k, mature. In which Sherlock reflects on what his relationship with John means to him. Warning tags for rape, and suicidal thoughts.

Seems So Easy for Everybody Else by etothepii, 14 k, teen. He signs his correspondences to the police as Sherlock H, as he always has, and he signs his letters to his parents as SH -- they can take what they will from the S. He signs his school assignments S. Holmes, and manages to get away with it because he is the only Holmes in his classes. FtM!Sherlock. Contains trigger warnings for trans issues and brief mention of suicidal ideation.

Control, Alt, Delete by MirithGriffin, 75 k, explicit. If you could delete everything except what was really important, would you? Sherlock and John explore the question and each other. Rated M for Men Going at It and some very dark scenes. Inspired by season one.

Castle and Sand by grey853, 158 k, explicit. Amazing tour-de-force novel-length story. Sherlock is an ex-drug addict who was molested as a child, and sold himself for drugs as a young adult. John is a vet from special ops with PTSD nightmares and flashbacks. Much unfolds as they decide to commit, plan a wedding, and inform everyone of their new status. So much is revealed about their past, and what they need to work through emotionally and psychologically to be together.

The Paradox series by Wordstrings, 8 works. Sherlock POV. Crazy!lock. A crawl through Sherlock’s odd brain as he and John connect. BDSM, blood sharing, kink and all kinds of crazy.  Dream sharing. Brilliant and bizarre. Sweet in the creepiest of ways. What is sane, what is real, what is love? This turns it all inside out in the most profound of ways. Somehow what is broken can find a way to heal.

Precipice by PoppyAlexander, 5 k, mature. Ten years after his return from the war, lighthouse keeper John Watson meets consulting detective Sherlock Holmes, pacing at the cliff's edge.

Stay for Me by Itsallfine, 17 k, mature. 221B was packed into boxes and bins, and that was when John knew, really knew—Sherlock had planned to be gone forever.

Just Curious by notjustmom, 4 k, gen. What if... the boys 'meet' when John comments on Sherlock's blog, while recovering from being wounded in Afghanistan, and Sherlock is in rehab...

Another Time, Another Place by janto321 (FaceofMer), 2 k, mature. John is living on the streets the day he rescues Sherlock Holmes from a suicide attempt.

Fallen Embers by Schattengestalt, 6 k, teen. Sherlock has given up on life, just like everyone has given up on him. The decision to jump is only logical, but when he is about to take the final step, something happens. Something interesting or rather... someone interesting.

Ache by FinAmour, 7 k, mature. John Watson is a military veteran, recently returned from Afghanistan, who feels as though his life has lost all meaning. Sherlock Holmes is a struggling drug addict, living on the streets of London. When they meet on the evening of January 29th, it's decidedly not by chance.